Self-Portrait

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Shadows of our being

Ahmad Haleem

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There are no poems written for them,

No songs, no ballads

For those who made existence bearable for a moment

With just their presence

Nobody talks about the heartbreak of losing a friend

Lost to time or the vicissitudes of life

Nobody talks about the void they leave behind

And the emptiness that persists,

Because it's not as glamorous as romance

Not the whirlwind of emotions

Because it's so rare to find a reflection of yourself,

An oasis in the desert

Because its mythical to find a friend so real

And yet not worth writing about

We struggle and toil to find ourselves

Isn’t it in their memories that we would find our truest selves?

We frantically scout for mentors

Yet aren’t they the best teachers

Wasn’t their allure how they would better us?

We chronicle tales of our travails and triumphs

There are no stories written for them

Because nobody likes a story without an end

And friendship has none.

Lovers get over you

Friends never will . . .

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Ahmad Haleem
Ahmad Haleem

Written by Ahmad Haleem

Masters Student at Queens University Belfast, amateur dialectician, work in progress. https://www.instagram.com/blvelikejazz/

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